6.9.05

For my half (fot the non-spanish speakers)

My dear half, I write to you today with the horrible frustration of have travelled the whole wide world searching for you. I have journeyed to the most inhospitable corners of the world searching for thy, but I have found nothing more than bad luck and misfortune.
My heart is starting to get desperate. Each time I see you I think you are here, that my time has come, that from that moment we will be together again, but then to my sorrow I see you mutate, I see you changing into another being that I can not recognize, another one’s half.
Today I write so you know that I have really searched for you, that I have truly fought for you, that you are not another one of my memories, but I have been betrayed so many times, I’ve been deceived in so many occasions that I am loosing hope.
This armour that I carry on me, is to find you, so when you kiss me I can take apart this heavy steel and finally this ice helmet will be broken. But we have been through too much you and me, that I can not see the moment to finally find you.
I have searched for you between flocks of penguins. I freezed until my members lost their feeling waiting that you would be in one of those birds.
Just before dying in agony I saw a glimpse of you between the polar winds, so I followed. And you made me fly.
Between an enormous pack of ducks I travelled the whole world, form sun to sun. But the weight of the armour was bigger and in my falling you visited me again. When I landed in the mud, you where there. Between the weirder of the creatures where I never thought I would find you.
To a herd of pigs you brought me, it rained a lot, and the weight of my armour made me sink in the mud. Soon your pigs approached me, and slowly they pushed me under. I swallowed mud for you.
Today I am between my kind, I have learned my dear half, I have learned that you will com to me, and that I alone will wait for you. This moonlight night me and my herd, we will hunt, but I wont search for you, because I know that if it is true you are my other half, you will hunt beside me and my wolves.

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